No more words left to say here,
I feel numb, guilty, unclear,
No one with me to ease the pain,
No end, no recovery to gain,
All my wishes, the darkest dream,
My whole mind is filled with steam.
Happiness is what they see,
It's darkness what's inside of me,
"I'm happy," is what they hear me tell,
"I'm sorry," is what I want to yell.