BrokenI know I can't take back my wordsbut now I don't even try.Stop saying that it hurtsand stop questioning how and why.Explanations aren't simpleand with all these flaws I fightit's so hard to ever get well,even harder to shine bright.But even if I said I'm sorry,you would hate me even more.And even if I said don't worry,you won't listen anymore.I know that I have changedbut we can't stay kids foreverand I know it might be strangebut I don't wanna grow up ever.'Cause all that's waiting is more troubleand all that I want is to seewhat lies beneath the subtle,what is there to set us free.So I'll tell you that I'm happyeven if I start to cry'cause you're not supposed to worrybut you only see the lie.
Silently"You'll be okay," they told mebut said goodbye to the old me,then left me to die,and ignored every cry.Tears that fall silently,unseen, still violentlyleave scars on my skin.And with my voice so thin,I know I will ruenow what I'm telling you.So I will just smileand say by the pile,"I'm fine again."But I'm screaming in pain!Can't you hear me?
The DreamFinally I arrive, panting, thoughthe results now are really worth the go.While the lights are coming near me and youI'm still not sure if I should really do.The lights fastening as well as my heart.I take a step further back to start.As I jump, feeling afraid but free,I'm thinking, "Dear friend, finally I come to thee!"Full of sweat, I wake up and ruewishing it would have been true.
MadWhat if I told you that I'm mad?At times I know it's the only way out.You finally love me, understand me,but why don't you freak out?Killing you was a bad idea,killing me was even worse.Death is still no peace for me.Tell me, please, is this a curse?
Madness, Sadness, Insanity and BloodMadness can't leave me my peaceas long as I'm still breathing,it will rip and shoot and hissas long as I'm still living.Sadness will not go awayNo matter what I break.Sadness can't just cross my wayand leave what it would take.Insanity is all I knowand everything I'll ever see.I'm dying, rocking to and fro,wondering how I shall flee.All this blood is gladly flowing,all this blood I'm drowning in,while this feeling's steady growingthat I lived in hate and sin.
DoveAll the things I did todaymake no sense in any way,all the things I tore apartwere yet broken at the start,all the worst dreams, scaring me,have now turned to reality'cause all the things I did so wronghave never made me any strong.Yet a part of me is struggling,still longing for life and loveas I climb to the roofto follow the dove.