The DreamFinally I arrive, panting, thoughthe results now are really worth the go.While the lights are coming near me and youI'm still not sure if I should really do.The lights fastening as well as my heart.I take a step further back to start.As I jump, feeling afraid but free,I'm thinking, "Dear friend, finally I come to thee!"Full of sweat, I wake up and ruewishing it would have been true.
MadWhat if I told you that I'm mad?At times I know it's the only way out.You finally love me, understand me,but why don't you freak out?Killing you was a bad idea,killing me was even worse.Death is still no peace for me.Tell me, please, is this a curse?
Madness, Sadness, Insanity and BloodMadness can't leave me my peaceas long as I'm still breathing,it will rip and shoot and hissas long as I'm still living.Sadness will not go awayNo matter what I break.Sadness can't just cross my wayand leave what it would take.Insanity is all I knowand everything I'll ever see.I'm dying, rocking to and fro,wondering how I shall flee.All this blood is gladly flowing,all this blood I'm drowning in,while this feeling's steady growingthat I lived in hate and sin.
DoveAll the things I did todaymake no sense in any way,all the things I tore apartwere yet broken at the start,all the worst dreams, scaring me,have now turned to reality'cause all the things I did so wronghave never made me any strong.Yet a part of me is struggling,still longing for life and loveas I climb to the roofto follow the dove.
Empty LoveFirst time I saw your faceswept me off my feet,you were so sweetit made me gaze.But then there was shame,I felt the guiltfor the thoughts I built,you'd never feel the same.Eight years have pastand seeing you every daymade me realize I'm gay'cause all the feelings still last.It made me love you even more,although every look of youmakes me feel erring and blue,you're the one I live for.
Random thoughtsIs it perfect enough to be wrong?Will all your promises be broken,every word that you have spoken?I knew it all along.Is the strangest way the best?Could I've known the right wordsto stop all that hurts?What will happen to the rest?