UntitledLeave me alone!I can't handle you here!... Can't handle you loving me.How could you love me,with all my flaws?Leave me!So I can be free.No one here to see my mistakes.No one here,and I'll carve numbers into my flesh:1 - For all the love I never knew.2 - For all the trust I lack for the world.3 - For the pain I finally feel.4 - At last, I feel alive.5 - And I say my last goodbye.
This placeThis place.So well-known,but so foreign.Your eyes sparklein the shine of my void.But inwardly, they are dead.Keep me close!Hold me tight!Look into my eyesand make me feel alive!For years now,I've been dreaming:The same place,the same emotion,and you.Ever changing,it never altered,for this feeling never leaves.The darkness won't brighten.The silence won't sound.But you will never save me.You are the closest to love I'll ever be!
My last letter of loveMy last letter of love.My beloved one so near,still too far to embrace.I reach for your hand,touch the edges of fulfillment.Do I regret?Keep going,one last breathand I'll hold you tight!No looking back now.No chance of change.One more breath: I smell the air!One more step: I feel the pain!One more blink: I can see it clearly now!And with the last beat I am safe in your arms.
Never the same againPlease, don't take away the darkness,don't shatter my dreams, the only light.When everything seems to be broken,they will be my only comfort.You won't understand, I know,but please stand by meand I promise, I'll be therein your darkest hours, too.Kindness will heal the heart,but the soul can never be repaired.Like a paper with my name on itthat you scrambled and threw away.When you pick it up again,it will never be the same.And so will I.
LonerCan being alive alone make a loner happy?Would you believe me,if I told you I was dying?Would you stop trying?Please, look me in the eyesand tell me all those well-known liesabout trust, about loveand everything I'm yet sick of.And when you turn around full of shame,again I'm the one to blame,for my being, most of all,will be the reason for my fall.
Unforgotten part 2My vision of the world is blurred,I can't decide for right or wrong.Troubling ways lead me into empty spaces,again and again.On and on.And once again those shadows find me,keep me till my mind is lost,and all these words I babbledon't make sense to any one.But yet I struggle for my life,as long as I still breathe'cause even if there's no more love,forever there's the will to live.
UnforgottenThese words are still haunting my mind,I can't seem to get rid of them'cause they're so true.I never loved, I never felt,never did I smile.Loneliness filled my heart with void.In these hours of hatred,I still think of you.I don't regret, but long.I miss the joy you shared with me,everything you gave.But having nothing to give back,how could I live in this nightmare?
I won't forgive, I won't forget!Rip my heart and break my legbut you can never hurt me.Put your rope around my neckbut you won't dare to hang me.I'll be waving a white flag,you'll just point and laughbut you won't know about my lack,you won't destroy my love.Now don't kneel and start to begfor I will not forgive you'cause what you did behind my backmade me learn to hate you.
FailureThey stand around me, everywhere.They used to laugh but now they stare.Anger, sadness in their hearts.Hate me and my broken parts.All their souls I broke to pieceshaunt me, blame me without ceases.I see them when I'm all alone.I see them as my heart breaks down.All their fret, I can't ignore.All this, I can't take no more.